Those Moments...

There's those moments in life that are the best moments, the worst and the unbelievable ones. One of my best moments is getting married. To one amazing human being. A person who would do anything for me in a flash, a person who cares about me unconditionally, and loves me through thick and thin. That is one of the most unforgettable moments of my entire life.
Another unforgettable moment is obviously when my little Alexander was born. It was a Sunday morning and I could not believe I was there. It was the most scariest thing of my life. I knew he wasn't suppose to be born yet, and didn't know if he would come out to be healthy. But he was born and although he was small, he was the most beautiful baby I had ever seen. Yet, he looked so fragile and innocent that at times it was hard to be there. Knowing that I couldn't hold my baby like any other mother could, or take him home the next day.. But through out the days he became stronger and stronger and was finally able to come home sooner than planned. After that my life completely changed.
Being a mom has been great, as I have said many times before but it is also really scary. Those times where you don't know whether you're doing things right. If you should do this or that. Feed him this or that. Oh and Breastfeeding... Yeah that's a completely different thing. I tried to as long as I could but because I wasn't always able to breastfeed in the hospital, it made things really difficult. But it was always my favorite thing to do with him. It was like a special bond that only I could have with him. Both of us sleeping together and just being so close. But there was a fear of losing that milk having too much milk and leaking all together. But luckily I  had my mother and mother in law to help and when they weren't there  I had this http://www.babycenter.com/. This was the BEST website ever, any questions I had, they had the answer. If I was worried about anything they were there to ease my mind. Far before I even had Alexander, they took track of how big he was at every week along the way, and every different development. If there is any need of help with a baby this website is the best!
Another great website for help and advice is http://www.thebump.com/. They also had many great ideas to do with your baby and all the developmental stages.
These two websites have made being a mom and wife so much easier.