Being a mom to my baby boy has been pretty fun some days. The days he loves life and laughs all day. But not so much the days he's sick and doesn't want to be with anyone else but me. When he wakes up constantly at night because he has a stuffed nose and can't breathe. All of it has it's ups and downs but everyday is different and everyday has it's special moments. 

Every stepping stone is so great and exciting. And honestly it's really hard not to compare your baby with other people's. You just want the best for him, and you start to get scared, but then you go to the doctor's and he tells you everything is fine and that we should just be patient because he was premature  and will take a little longer to do things.

Yet not to say Alexander is very smart little boy. He crawls around, sits by himself, and is now beginning to walk around everything. He really has grown up so much, and believe when people say that time goes by fast because it so does.  I feel like just a couple weeks ago he was a newborn baby, and he didn't do anything but sleep, eat, and poop. But in reality he's almost a year old and will start to walk any time soon. And although I used to be really excited to see him walk around and soon run around, I'm not so sure I want him to anymore. He's already so clumsy, and getting into everything that he needs supervision at all time. I can only imagine how hard it will be chasing after him all the time. But on the bright side I do have a husband that loves running around and for sure will play with him as much as he can. But for now we will just supervise him and make sure he doesn't put anything in his mouth like he loves to.